mr.cool

there is a boy whom I like since I was in form three.

I like him so much, I always find a way to have a fight with him.

then, we became couple. (coupling at such a young age is not good, you know.)

after three years, we broke up. 

but I still can't forget him so, with all the guts I owned, I disturbed him just like I always do. 

yes, I know, it was a shameless thing to do. I called myself at that time "wall face" (muka tembok.)

I still like him, until now and I'll continue to like him, as I always do.

the most important thing, I don't need a reason to like him.

I just like him. :) 

WORDLESS WEDNESDAY

so true, right?

DARE TO BE DIFFERENT

Have you ever had a situation when you have to choose between yes or no, and you choice was different from others, but you keep your mouth buttoned all the time. And later, you’ll have this kind of thinking in your mind,

‘’if only I had the guts to utter my opinion.’’

Different is defines as not the same from somebody or something. Most people do not like to be different from one another. Why? They think being different means they are totally a freak or a weirdo-silly thought, aren’t they? But then, have you ever considered in your life, what being different is all about? It can be unique, special or you are the only one of a kind. Sounds not bad, right? So you see, being different is not a thing that you must avoided in your life. In fact, it is good to be different.   People can’t notice your presence in the crowd if all of you are the same.  Even teachers remember their students’ name by the differences that each of them posses. However, teenagers especially, do not want to be different- they are afraid they won’t be accepted among their friends or their clique. Actually, it is a matter of our own choices, either we want to be ordinary or extraordinary.

‘’You laugh at me because I am DIFFERENT, but I laugh at you because you are all the SAME’’                       -ANONYMOUS-

my feeling for today..X)

hello handsome nice guys and cute girls!

nothing much to say. but I rather feel funny today (note this- funny is my other word for being upset,depressed etc). it is not that I am such a moody person- it is normal to have feelings like that *sometimes I think..Xl

..okay,no one is perfect.each of us have our good and bad sides..

back to my story, you are very eager to read it, are you?
well...yes! do you have anything to say, Tommy?

main point please, teacher farah *LOL

eeeeeeerrrrrr...

actually I'm having quite a bad day today..
I woke up quite late, and missed my sahur. now, I feel so tired that I just want to sleep, but then, there is a programe that is compulsory to attend. uuuuhhhhh!!! could my life be worse than this???
sometimes I want to cry, but there are too many people around me. I have been thinking, is it good to expose my vulnerable side to the others? but then, the question has never been answered.

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whenever I have gone through something bad, I always assured myself, that everything happens for a reason. Allah knows what's the best for me. I know my parents always pray the best for me. I used to write about my feeling, and when I take a look again at my writing, somehow, I feel proud with myself. one of my friend told me that woman is such an amazing creature. she looks so fragile, yet she can carry all the burden behind her back. she can even smile, though her heart is bleeding. her tears have 1001 meanings- tears of joy, happiness, sadness, frustration, longing for someone and many more.

nevertheless, I care no more about my misery day, as I look forward to come back to my hometown, Kelantan. ooooyyyeeeaaahhh!!! each day I take a look at the calendar, hoping that time will pass me quickly. haha.

so, the conclusion is???

the conclusion is...*ehem2
no matter what happen to us, either it is bad or worse or worst, we should not be discourage by it. I mean, come on guys! it's not it is the end of the world for us, right? accept everything that happen with a smile, and always believes that every cloud has silver lining. besides, life is too short to be regretted.

smile always ^_________^

my first 'baby' X)

what am I doing today???

still blogging after all half day long..

still thinking what I am going to write..

still learning to be a creative blogger..

enjoy reading my blog..*though it is still in chaos mode..XD